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I am just trying to make my way in the world without causing any harm while I am here. It is a noble task that I hope to get better at with each passing day. I currently write several blogs. NoThinker is my social activist blog. Running for CRSF is a blog I started when I wanted to track my training for my first half marathon race which I ran in Sept‘08. I also used this experience to raise money for an orphanage in Sri Lanka. My Meditation Journal is where I chronicle my thoughts and experiences with meditation. I hope that something here touches you and enriches your life. I learn best when I learn from others so all comments are welcome.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Carving a path

I am doing it. I am getting there. Slowly deliberately but confidently and with great faith I am moving forward. I am training myself. I am starting to better understand the things that make me what I am.

I am progressing along the path and I grow more determined to continue. I am methodically pressing forward and my happiness increases. When trying to describe meditation I lack the language to describe the experience. For most of my life I have run from reality and embraced fantasy. Now it is the reverse and in reality, just the few glimpses I have been fortunate to grasp, has offered far more promise, hope, and wonder than anything fantasy could ever hope to give.

The more I understand the true nature of existence the more I see how boundless my potential is. The slow deconstruction of the mythical ego is making things I never thought possible a reality. I can be free. Finally I can be free from greed, hatred, delusion and ultimately ignorance. When it will happen I do not know but it will happen I know it. I am on the path and there is no doubt in my mind I will arrive.

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